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Monday, May 25, 2009♦21:10
hello . yooo .. wassups . didnt blog for quite a few days uhh .okiie, so fri, well, e-learning in the morning .. parade in the afternoon .. parade .. nothing realli . didnt do anything much, except tat terence sir taught us how to upload photos on the website and update the webbie .and WTH POP rehearsal went "tink!" haha. yea .. tats all i can rmbr on fri ..
den sat , woke up early2 , got ready to go schh .. for POP ! yeahh . met rahayu, sally , zhen at BNS . den walked together .. blabla , blabla , rehearsed MY speech . den no time for rehearsal . but we did have some rehearsal . okiie, all last minute sia , tat ZX ahh , say cnt, den can . den at last didnt turn up. den RX had to do everything very last minute-ly . even her speech. pity her . den whole parade finish den ZX came . say he sick , blabla, cud not wake up on time .. the whole squad was angry at him .. BUT, BUT , when i saw his msg aft tat, i felt like so touched . he admitted his mistake OMG . AND TAT IS VERY PROFESSIONAL . haha . okiie , yeahh , seriously . ohh, and i was promoted ! hahahs , but only to CORPORAL siaa , stooopid . i was hoping for sergeant lahh . i tot can skip ranks . shitos . _1_ and _2_got sergeant sia, WTH . they under me siaa , but their rank above me .. stoopid shit . _1_ like extra like tat , everyone dont like her . and she tinks she's so big . and the fact tat she went NPAP last year, WTH rite . and _2_ she dropped smtg important , and WTH she panicked and I was th one who had to pick it up . and the thing tat i cant take it is , SHE GOT AWAY FREE-LY ! no pumpings, nothing . and she even got promoted . and her rank higher than me , and the fact that she does NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ! the speech, who do ? ME and AIN 3/8 ( when she is not even the mc ) . DID YOU EVEN HELP ? NO ! den want action , " oohh , u do the intro " . WTH lahh . and she level 4 somemore .. WTH lahh , everyone doesnt like her okeeyy . she is damn damn damn lazyy . she doesnt do her work . i doubt she can do her work properly . and another thing tat i cant take it is that, SHE IS DAMN IRRITATING ! its like so obvious i dont want to layan her anymore .. even atikah can notice tat without even me telling her , so why cant YOU ? why do you still stick wif me ? ohh, wait , your friends dont like you , haha , so be glad that i am still there okayy , bside you . and now , i want go wif my own friends , why must you interupt ? it is damn irritating okayy . i want talk to my friends , u keep on calling me . i laugh wif them , u ask me wats so funny , u tink wat ? IT IS ANNOYING ! till now, im still avoiding u , but u just cant see it , and keep on stickking wif me . and FYI , u are so lembik okkeyy . i dont even tink u can go for the kayaking . i DONT WANT to be ur partner . i wont win like
tat , u dont noe how to swim okayy , and u cant expect me to save u okeyy . AINS suggested i partner wif ___ but no lahh , dont want ., i noe its better then _2_ but .. oh, well . okeeyy, so, i wud just, just appreciate it if u just get on wif ur life and stop following me wherever i go and stop kepit2 wif me cann ? thank you very muchh , i noe she nvr reads this .
ohh, just now , sch, such a bore , exam scripts .. oh , boy , i did badly . dont wanna talk abt it . den aft sch, was fun man . ayda came .. and we sec 3s can totally be ourselves . me, ain3/8, nigel, kaichong were like singing, singing in the NPCC room , when _2_ came lahh , and she totally ruins my mood . so , i just went out of np room and walk outside lahh . the sight of her makes me puke okayy . and aft the sec twos went home , we sec3s and ayda had a talk lahh . about _____ . u noe wat . well , WTH lahh , ____'s being so umproffesional . WTH m backstab ahh . she tinks she's so great ? and want complain somemore , the more i tink abt it, the more angry i get lahh . and i angry at another someone lahh .. WTH , WTH. WTh .WTH . den cry . u tink wat . u are the one who kutuk us, and u want cry, mintak simpati aper ? tk klakar ehh . GOBLOK btol . and si lagi satu tuu . ishk , geram . kau support saper ni , ur frens or ur SC fren . WTH lahh . we are ur squadmates okeey , how cud u do this to us ? i dont tink im gonna treat u the same anymore . so sorry , u are too much . oohh, and to ___ wat is it tat u are not happy wif us ? i noe i didnt train u , but i can feel it okayy , they are my squadmates, and wat they go thru, i go thru , and i can tell u that wat we went thru was like way way harsher then you all . i tell you now . okayy , and if u are not happy wif us, tell us straight, at least we noe . we reaali will appreciate it . gahh. this is soo damn stoopid. why are ppl siding her ? its like , watver lahh . damn it . damn it. damn it . its not easy for us to relax okayy . we are trying to teach, okayy . we are trying very very hard just to get the hang of it . please, just let us do it. you dont insult us behind our backs. wat is the debrief even for ? for improvements rite ? so, tell the cls, tell them wat u realli feel . debrief is just for you all . specially for you all . how do u tik we feel when u backstab us like this . we pretend like nothing has happened, but this has realli gone too far. and fyi, we are being scolded for being TOO HARSH ON YOU . and now, u are blogging abt how we ARE JOKING AROUND. wat are we supposed to do ? u tink its realli easy for us ? no . its not ! we are new . give us more time . please .
okiie, ending . ohh wait ..
GOOD LUCK NURUL AIN BTE KAMARUDIN FOR PUBLIC SPEAKING FINALS TMRW !
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