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Nurul Faiqah Bte Ghazali
26 November 1994
Riverside Secondary School
Jurong Junior College

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Monday, August 31, 2009♦18:08
hello.

today was tchers' day celebration ! heeh . fun,fun . pagi2, da g skola, semangat da nk potong kek, skali si atikah tuu lmbt. spoil btol. spoil#1 for the day. aft tat, she reached alreadi, blabla, did the cake blabla, den we decorating the class laa. wif balloons and all that, skali ms haryani came .. it was meant to be a surprise .. spoil btol. soo, spoil #2 for the day. den, aft tat, went down for aces day. semangat seyy joget. den compe.. mr wong joget kekek ! hahaha. okayy,den , we were allowed to go to our class for 30 min. we all rushed up laa. duno where ms haryani went. so, we off-ed all the lights, and stand by at the door. we waited and waited and waited. no one open door, so we open the door a little for her. and then, we popped that popper ! huhu. best, best. den gave out certificates. and then went down to the hall for the concert! ini laa masa yg ditunggu tunggu. bole tahan bagos laa concert tuu. and now, addicted to the song "crazier" by " taylor swift" got one sec one grp go sing tat song, so, now, i like the song. must hear you know ! very nice. anw, i like taylor swift , huhu . okayy, den the bands were nice ! woooo .. but then the last band was funny . got "blind man" hahah, no laa, actually its this sec 4 guy, who is singing, but he wears sunglasses, dono for wat, cos its like in the hall . haha . QUESTION MARK . QUESTION MARK [ ? ] hahah, and then, blabla, they gave out the prizes for the aces day winner. blabla .. from sec one to sec three .. was hoping we win laa. cos got medal for whole class ! den .. drumroll sumer .. menang is .. 3/4 ! alaa , spoil btol . baru semangat nk menang, dapat medal semua. soo, spoil #3 for the day. okayy, tkper . and then, habis .. bole balik teros .. tapi, kiter g carik cikgu semue .. nk kasi present. den daa . kiter gi laa , bwh blok maner ntah. main ice and water. btol2 menggugat iman btol. da laa, lari sane, lari sini. ishk ishk ishk. abey sii humairah ni, kejar org .. hahah, last2 tk dpt. haha ! pdn muke humairah .. LOL. okayy.. den da penat lari lari , gi tmpt lain .. duduk2 . smpi 1 ++ . den, teringat ! ade janji ngan Elisha ! oh noo . abey kesian elisha. SORRY ELISHA. den balik , den bath with COLD WATER ! wow , best giler ! cooling btol ! aft tat, da gi bilik akak, baring2 sementara akak blaja ( rajin .. dotdot. ) .. den terus , tertidur ! itu pukul 2 . wake up at 4 ! hahah, sleep dua jam ! kayy, den wake up, continued reading rooftop rant .. skrg da kt page 219 .. yay , bangga . haha, 219 pages in one week three days. that's an achievement for me, you know! i usually read a 300 page book in three wks . okayy . and then, will continue reading the book again . the book is soo funny . and bnyk pengajaran jugak ! bestt .. okayy, da laa. i tink tats all. bbye .

buke lagi one hour !
ngah countdown nii.

kayy, bbye .
don't ever look back

go back in time .
Sunday, August 23, 2009♦20:51
hello .

2nd day of puase ! gi sheng siong, "shopping" for stuff utk buat kueh raye .. and stuffs. and then, went back home .. whole day on comp. editing pics. and then done.

short post.

yeaa. ape yg aku da buat ?
aku tk sangka.
aku tk sangka yg aku begini.
aku da sedar.

ye, nobody's perfect, and that includes me.
i'm sorry if i had used harsh or hurting words.
i guess i was soo angry.
that i didnt even realise,
i had changed too.
that i didnt even realise,
i was happy too with YOU.
that i didnt even realise,

i had hurt YOU.
that i didnt even realise,
i missed YOU
& those times we had
aku minta maaf.

aku da bertaubat.

aku da bertaubat. dalam bulan suci nii, aku da buat salah.
aku tknk buat salah lagii.

Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.
adakah maaf bagiku?

ye, but i am happy with the group.
hopefully, YOU can accept it.

THANKYOU JIRAN !
kayy, bbye .
tmrw POA.
GOODLUCK.
don't ever look back

yo .
Friday, August 21, 2009♦20:23
hello .

today no paper. woots ! okayy, so, went sch early , had morning RT ! played captain's ball. funnn .. den went back class, took temp, went down for marshall. den went to place. got paired with rohan(sec2 guy). funny story : I was leading rohan to our station. den met ain(soulmate.3/7 la tuu). she paired with faizal. so, anw, met her and she asked me where she is supposed to be stationed at. so, i told her blabla, aft finished talking, i continued walking, then i remembered rohan. so i turned arnd. and he was locked to the ground and looking down. i was shocked and so i went to him. i asked him why . he replied that his lenses fell off. i showed the "WTH" look to him, i almost laughed, but didnt, hah.but helped him look for it anyways. its so hard to find the lense laa. den ain saw smtg wrong wif us. and she went over. and all four of us looked for the lense. and finally, it was found. somewhere in the grass patch. and so, we continued walking to our station. and i told him to hold his lenses so it wont drop again. how stupid am i ! hahah. kay, end of story." hahahs. okayy, but then tunggu punye tunggu punye tunggu, tkde satu org pon yg lari kt route tuu. so, kiter gi decide to go back to school . but then, i sub jiaven at the traffic light there, so, yeaa, stationed there. den went hall, blabla, maths. scaryy. i forgot sign test paper, lucky ms lim nvr scold. hah ! anw , aft tat humans. its so sad .. how cud they shoot the innocent ppl ? btw, i was talking bout conflict in Northern Ireland the bloody sunday, if u guys know. and then was recess, makan mee kway teaw (if that's how u spell it), ngan KM akuu . last day for 4 weeks, kiter makan kt skola .. den was chem. dapat balek paper. arghh . tk fair ! tk dapat A ! gahh . alahh, chemistry nii susah laa. da laa. kay then end of school, went canteen first . eh, please eh. i know u know u pointing at i . we have other stuffs to do eh. okayy, so anw , den we went to cwp. bought the tickets and off we went to lib. borrowed comics ! ( i cant believe it , ) anw, the comic, this ain laa ( soulmate) she suddenly giv me .. den i read, interesting, so borrowed. den aft tat, went to watch movie ! best giler .. THE PROPOSAL . i strongly recommend ! but some parts, lets just say, FUNNY . seriously , everyone was bursting out laughing. but seriously best. okayy, den we ate at macs . ader satu makcik nii, ntah laa. tkbtol . anw, aft tat teros balek ..

bsok ader POA lesson ! and besok start puase ! and lagi satu month start RAYE ! tk sabar .

kayy.
QUESTION OF THE DAY :
" if its the start of the Hungry Ghost Festival, where the Gates Of Hell is open, and all ghosts come out , and also the start o Ramadhan, where its a SUCI month and all ghosts are kept, so how ? "
i'm confused. anyone got answer ?

kayy, so .. i guess that's it . bbye .

da laa.
malas nk layan org2 begini .
kay, kalau gitu tkpe laa.
this is what YOU want rite, this is what YOU get.
kite maseh nk kwn, krg tk nk.
so, tkkn kite nk force kn.
tk pe uhh kalau gitu,
we dont care.
asalkan kite happy.
that's enough.
we are A GROUP OF FRIENDS. YOU are a CLIQUE.
there's a diff kay. check dictionary kalau nk tahuu.
kite sebenarnye tknk laa gaduh.
but since YOU start, we fight back.
we have rights, FYI, if YOU dont know.
anw, its not just about YOU.
there's billions of others in this world.
so, jgn pikirkn diri sendiri laa.
anw, ALL(except YOU,obviuosly) are happy bout us leaving YOUr CLIQUE.
kalau tk happy, ckp je laa .
jgn nk malu2.
da paiseh kn ?
jgn malu2.
malu2, cnt get far in this world tau .
we are fine bout the names, btw.
we dont nid them anw.
cos we do have our own REAL NAME given by our parents
yea, we did play along, cos we didnt want to feel left out.
but aft a while, it gets soo tiring .
and so, we decided to leave.
anw, YOU think its fun to kutok2 YOUr friends' friends ?
YOU dont know the feeling i feel.
FOR GODNESS SAKE, they are my friends.
how do YOU feel if YOUr friends kutok YOUr other friends?
ohh, wait, YOU cant feel. COS YOU'VE GOT NO FEELINGS.
to think my friendship with a friend of mine almost broke cos YOU guys kutok2 her ?
i was close to her since sec one.
but i onli got close to YOU SEVEN PATHETIC MONTHS AGO .
how more stupid can i get ?
to think i followed YOU.
its okayy, ppl makes mistakes in life.
and i HAD made mine. (joining YOUr CLIQUE)
but i made it right again. (leaving YOUr CLIQUE)
i believe its the best decision for us.
come to think of it, its funny how we only lasted 7 mths with YOU.
funny hah ! LAUGH .
yes, they are better than YOU.
i cant agree more.
hey, make sure YOU read this.
i never hated anyone, honestly.
but since YOU hate us rite , we hate YOU too laa.
because we left the group, OHH, WRONG. CORRECTION : CLIQUE .
kayy, my hands are tired from typing all this TK PERLU stuff.
but i typed it anyways to relieve it.
so, GOODLUCK laa ehh, YOU really nid it.

anw, if YOU still dont know what's the diff btwn a GROUP AND A CLIQUE, YOU nid to get HELP! from YOUr eng teacher soon !

so, i guess. thats it.
SELAMAT BERPUASE YE !




don't ever look back

LOL .
Thursday, August 20, 2009♦19:46
hello .

AMATHS ARGH ! damnit . dontwan talk. den pe was fun ! den physics, boring. eng, more boring-er . recess . melayu .. boring .. but got back paper 2. was okay i guess . and then was poa. went thru bad debts/doubtful debts . den, was maths. got back e and amaths(fast rite? ms lim laa) . den had poa extra lesson. boring seyy . den aft tat, carik Humairah and Syaf kt canteen. den zoomed to our aura place. den bwh blok. and jumpe the rest. LOL , merajok konon. den, balek . ader 3 missions ! mission one accomplished . mission 2, in the process . mission three will start tmrw ! hehehs . so, anw, we going watch movie tmrw . heeh .. tk sabar .. kayy , bbye .

I cant believe it.
Cant believe YOU would do tat.
i'm not sure who exactly YOU intend to do it to, but definitely our direction.
YOU totally ruined my mood.
Merajok ?
Totally NOT !
Why ??
What wrong did we do ?
Why YOU hate us soo much ?
We have a choice.
Yeah, we cant take it .
YOU know it YOUrself.
so, YOU cant blame us.
reflect on YOUrself first.
I cant believe i'm saying this.
I never hated anyone.
in fact, i never even hated YOU.
But YOU just did it.
I felt heartbroken.
I guess we were never YOUr friends.
Fine then.
So be it.
Done.

I hate myself.(not anymore)
YOU arent worth it.
now I know.
don't ever look back

yosh .
Wednesday, August 19, 2009♦22:18
hello .

physics was okayy, better then chemistry laa, but still not that easy .. hope can pass . i aiming for pass onlyy , i'm weak at sciences . but i like maths . speaking of maths , tmrw is amaths test ! Ms Lim still angry at us .. actually, she wants to revise , but she cnt give in .. she went throught the amaths practice ..u know , i tot i lost mine ! i panicked . heh, not only me panicked( ain, ameera, atikah and hazirah alsoo .. dey all very ghairah to help me find my paper, searched in all my files. LOL . anw THANK YOU VERY MUCH ! ) so anw, searched in my files, searched everywhere laa .. still cnt find .. den went to search in chem folder , lucky, have .. if not ms lim melenting .. eeesshh .. tk le angkat .. okayy, den .. recess .. pastuu is poa .. boring, melayu .. lagi boring . den habis skola, tunggu punye tunggu , abey ckgu tuu ckp, " please dont wait outside here, they are having their common test" . LOL ! abeyy, nk amek bende amaths .. nk lock pintu lagii , abeyy, drg abis kol 2.41 . turon gi canteen dulu .. .. dot dot somemore .. okayy, enough dots . den , 2.40 , went up . den, went down again . den blaja , den ade laa bende yg terjadii . ade laa . eesshh . ye .. tu jee . bbye .

LOL, klakar laa.
please ehh, kiter tk nk gaduh.
we come in peace.
jgn salah faham.
kiter nk tahu jee .
bukan nk tudoh2 laa.
tapi seriously laa, kalau btol krg, please admit.
orang gini tk bagos . no life kayy.


stress laa .
we can still be friends.
but YOU completely ignored us.
we feel hurt, YOU know
even if YOU dont, we tell you.
please change. PLEASE .
i've a lot to say, but YOU just wont listen.
YOU wont even look at me.
YOU never called me "PAU" anymore.
in fact, YOU never called at all anymore.
i waved, YOU looked away.
i smiled, YOU looked away too.
why?
because we left ?
that's not a good reason.
we still want be friends with YOU.
but YOU just dont.
i just dont understand.
maybe with us leaving, YOU'd be able to appreciate.
hopefully.
and, we werent forced.
but seriously, they are better, no offence.
so, hopefully, YOU dont ignore us, cos we still want be friends with YOU .
why not rite ?
just because YOU dont like them, doesnt mean we cant like them either.
PLEASE, oh , PRETTY PLEASE. i beg YOU .
i' m sad.

THANKYOUSOMUCH! for making me sad



don't ever look back

help .
Tuesday, August 18, 2009♦22:51
hello .

soo, just now was chem ! phew ! over ready .. ringan sikit .. the paper was a bit difficult for me uhh . but definitely easier than MYE . den .. lessons all boring laa .

den aft school , blaja . heeh . ye la tuu . no laa , kiter ckp2 . LOL . then beli bubble tea utk buke puase .. den balek , cos its almost 7.00 pm . den .. studied for physics .. not much to study laa, not like chem .. den, play comp laa . boring laa .

we're sorry.
please dont hate us.
kite minta maaf.
don't ever look back

best.
Friday, August 14, 2009♦20:09
hello.

today was fun !

emaths test was not that diff. i scared i make careless mistake laa. how ? ohh, nvm. i'll just wait. eerm .. then had chemical calculations test also just now .. MAK ! susah .. eeessshh, da laa tk cukup time. padahal last qns tahu buat taoo .. eeesshhh, alarhh, tkper laa. den aft school, went to buy bubble tea first, then went for oral. oral meh ckp asal bole jee . alaa, suke hati laa. den .. lepas tuu ,, jeng jeng. gi tmpt favourite kiter .. aura sudah memanggil laa. hahahs , best giler ! kan kan ? hah, tk sangka ehh. hehs , den gi 883 , den bwh blok den balek . ANAK HANTAR MAK ! MAK HAPPY ! hahahs . mak tuu hazirah . LOL . okayy , den now , balek, nothing to doo .. soo .. bbye laa .

i just realised.
bbye.
don't ever look back

wooh .
Wednesday, August 12, 2009♦18:18
hello.

here again.

I CHANGED BLOGSKIN!

okayy, bbye . hahs.
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hello .

SS test was [ARGGH !]
omg. i did wrongly. confermed fail.

okayy, skip school.

aft school, went to library with atikah and ameera. they helped me find book for malay hmwk. maklomlaa, drg EXPERT dalam buku2 melayu .. heh . den, dont know where to go .. kite bertawaf kat cwp. hahahs . den home-ed. and da bes buat physics .. and no more hmwk .. i tink , so play comp. LOL . den ... now , nothing to do.. actually a lot of things. hahas. eng prooposal not finished ! hahah . LOL laa . sooooooo .. yeaa . errr , okayy, i just passing time . i waiting for break fast time .. okayyy .. okayy .. nothing to sayy laa . bbye then.


please dont do this to me.
it hurts, you know.
i'm lost.
stay or leave?
help me.
don't ever look back

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009♦21:43
hello.

so, eng common test was dot.dot.
LOL.
okayy laa.

shall not talk much.

i have a new blog for ENGLISH !
http://abcdefaiqah.blogspot.com
do visit it kayy.

updates will be there. not updating here often.
anyways, dont be shocked if it seems like u are reading a compo.
its a MUST to use PROPER ENGLISH.
soooo .. yeahh . thats it. bbye .

GOODLUCK FOR COMMON TEST !

i wanted to be a nobody. what now ?
don't ever look back

huh .
Saturday, August 08, 2009♦23:18
hello.

kay, i was bored. was playing pet society, it got boring. trying to figure out wat to do on facebook. didnt work either. so just logged it off. boring laa. life's getting boring now. seriously. Now, i like school. It's soo boring at home. Internet is soo boring. i just dont know what to do anymore. blog, facebook. blog,facebook. blog, facebook. and there's msn. no one's online ! i mean, there is laa, but not the ones i usually chat with. soo, overall, its boring.

i am supposed to be in bed now, but since it's holiday tomorrow, i stayed up. well, its National Day tomorrow. quite excited. i found out that some of my friends are involved in the NDP itself but i didnt noe ! hahah. i am soo slow + blur ! hahah . okayy , soo .. i've got nothing to do now, and nothing to say. but i cnt sleep. i dont feel sleepy at all. my eyes are wide open. i cnt seem to close them, except when i blink laa . and now .. well, i got nothing else to sayy . sooo .. well, bbye la.
what should i do? leave ?
and HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ! only a feww mins away :)
don't ever look back

fun .
Friday, August 07, 2009♦19:04
hello .

today was FUN FUN and MORE FUN !

firstly, kay, woke up at 5.30 am . blablabla , ready to go at 6.15 am. ayah sent. reached at abt 6.25am. waited, waited,waited for Ain(3/7), but at 6.35 am, she still havent come, so, i went to toilet first cos i saw jingwen, den ruixia came .. and ain also .. den changed and went outside np room , den blabla , did sizing again .. beside ain again ! and on my left was jingwen, it was supposed to be luqman, but some ppl nvr come, so , changed . den , we checked uniform , den blabla, waited for SHOWTIME !

den at abt 7.45 am , we started .. we marched in , and the timing was horrible. no coordination at all. cos no timing so its very hard la. and then the berhenti-ing also very horrible. haha, shall admit i was one of it too :) so, anw, and after that, we turned to the front, still no solid bang, but okay from the previous one. and then , we sang the national anthem and said the pledge and we senang diri-ed. solid bang ! wow . okayy, den blabla , principal giv speech .. blabla, den march out. march out better la . PHEW ! okayy , done . and then , we went back to parade square, and they gave us a can of 100+ each. and we did the yamseng thinggy . and there was a sort of burping competition, hah, funny. okay , and then , we changed out and went back to class. wore mufti and unit tee, white wat . and then went back to class, class damn noisy, know why, cos they were SHOUTING the songs, not singing . hah. funny la . damn hyper laa . so, me and ain joined in alsoo . damn fun . dat was the funnest part . and we did the 3/7 wave also . ohh, wait, 3/9 was there too . okayy , and then , we were dismissed at 10.15 am ! so, we zoomed to the beach ! ZOOM ! and when we reached there, we dived into the water ! no larhh , we played near the water there ... and we made this face out of a rock. hehe , kn hazirah, kn ? okayy, and then, we went to mcdonalds and ate. and after that, we went back to the beach. den, we found out that our rock face was 1/4 gone, but the mouth, eyebrows and eyes are still there. PHEW ! and then, aft a lot a lot a lot of poses, we set off from East Coast. and in the bus, slept for half an hour ! lamer kn, not only me, all four of us. hahahh , tired la, ohh, btw , the four of us were : me, hazirah, ain and ameera. ohhhh, forgot to mention, while we were going back , there were some ppl shooting uhh, shooting for movie la. haaaaaaaaaaaah . heh . okayy , den we reached cwp. den, we went library , talked talked abt hazirah's soulmate ( which she claims isnt hers, but is actually is :) . and then suddenly , ain (3/8 ) came . and then aft a few mins, she went .. and then, after that .. saw jun zhi . he damn nice laa . hah , he was asking : ( eh, you all nvr study ? ) den i replied : ( goooot .. see, english [held up my book] ) and he said : (ohh, okayy) haha, and hazirah was like : ( yeahh, yeahh ) hah . okayy, so, basically, today, we studied 3 subjects in one day. 3-in-1 la katekn .. hehh , first one.. GEOG. (beach area, longshore drift, breakwaters, waves ) second one .. ENGLISH ( reading book in lib ) third one .. POA ( timezone .. prepaid expenses .. ) hahah . okayy, LOL . stop it ehh . hah . okayy , den aft tat , went to banquet to buy hazirah's mom's food. den went home .. THE END .
im sorry. i am too naive. i cnt control my laughs.
okayy,so today was FUN FUN FUN ! seriously had fun . okayy, den. that's it, bbye.
ohh, and pictures rite, maybe later or tomorrow kay.
don't ever look back

PICTURES !
♦06:39
hello .

posting pictures this time :)










































































bbye.

alot, but take your time :)
don't ever look back



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